Today you are six. I tried to write a blog for your fifth but it disappeared. I wonder what happened to it? It would be good to read it. See […]

Its been three years. But what does that mean? 1095 days. It actually doesn’t sound like a lot. Time is freaky when you live in and out of grief. Like […]

Once again its been a while. Grief is like that. You get on with it. Think your ok and then all of a sudden your driving the car and wondering […]

Look what someone sent me Mac! A picture with your name on the beach. So simple, so easy yet something that made my day and my heart. Somebody was thinking […]

Hi Mac, once again my apologies for not writing. I am so busy with Project Butterfly that I don’t have time to sit down and mope. I figure that everything […]

So again, its been too long. But you know I think about you from the first moment I wake up until my head hits the pillow. You know I pray […]

I haven’t written much lately. I often think about it but I know I will just end up being a complete mess. Somedays I feel just fine – today is […]

It’s been a while. A while since I wrote anything. People are starting to comment. I didn’t know anybody read this thing! I had my first ‘normal’ day the other […]

Sometimes when you think your getting better it just hits you in the face all over again. For me it is watching brothers play in the park, or a happy […]

I am writing this bubba, and perhaps everybody out there will think I am strange (if anybody out there actually read this). Anyway, here I go. A post flashed up […]